black&gold.
DIE ROACHES DIE
Sunday, December 30, 2007

(Jam on her 21st :)
Oh btw shes my brothers-girfriend's-sister!)

Travelling, i always stop at exits
Wondering if i'l stay
Young & restless

Living this way i stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies.


Jam was looking gorgeous on her 21st Birthday.
Pretty Pretty!

I had quite abit of fun thanks to Sha&Prem. The host Karthik was pretty good too!Hes funnyyy, so party went on pretty smooth. I think the games were the highlight of the night!

'Chindiannn all the wayy'. That was our team name thanks to ONE chinese guy. He was pretty sporting!

Singing, i shan't comment.

The one girl i'l trust my life with :)

The first gundu we got on stage!Hah.
Too bad the 'Chindian' team didn't win :(
These guys were GOOD.
The 2nd gundus we got on stage! Hah.
Prem in SAREE was definitely the highlight of the night.
Just when you thought everything looks fine..

Its drops...

Its ok Prem, Saree & u don't go together. Stick to the jeans!
Karthik's impromptu skit was hilarious!
I had to crop this picture cos the aftermath of the food on our table was nasty!Bhangraaa

My sexaaaay future sis-in-law!
I look bad but she looked too gorgoues so i had to put this pic up :)

The night ended up with ice cream with the cousins :)
I wasn't really in the mood for dancefloor this time.

and Sha if you're reading this one day! I'm soooo happy for you darlz! and you know why :)


Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Now all those feelings
those yesterday feelings
will all be lost in time.

But today i've wasted away
For today is on my mind.

I have an issue with complacency.
I've no idea which direction i'm heading in life.
I have no focus,
and i've become the typical brat of the current generation.

Sucking off money from my parents & still complaining.
Going to school like its a chore & not because i want to but because i don't have another choice.

So it hit me real hard last night when Navin ettan, Priya Cheichi and my brothers asked me what i'm planning to do with my life.

I had no answer.

All that was on my mind was getting through my Yr1 again & then my A'levels.
I wasn't looking far ahead.
Honestly speaking, i don't even know whats my ambition.
No doubt it changes from time to time, but i realise i'm not driven by anything.

I know i'm on the right track, but clearly going the wrong way.

After a while i felt disgusted with myself for being stereotyped as the typical teen who lives for the day without thinking of the future ahead.
ugh.
PREETHI VALSALAN, you're soooo not one of them.

My priorities are all screwed up.
all this while i thought ok i messed up Yr1 in JC, just hope next yr turns out fine.

I'm soooo wrong.
I didnt really put much thought to where i went wrong even.

Thanks to my cousins&brothers i've realised its about time i start thinking about life after JC.
It feels really good to have u guys around to guide&advice me.
Thanks :)

Looks like i've gotta make a LONG new year's resolution list now.
Come to think about it, i never really made one before.
Talk about being complacent.

so,
Stop sitting on your brains & get your juices flowing people.



A couple of pictures taken over the wkend.

Shisha was quite disappointing.
I wouldn't recommend it in the afternoon.
But we girls amused ourselves in other ways :)

Joachim's wedding dinner at OneDegree15 at Sentosa Cove was pretty SWEEET.
i suddenly like DANCEFLOORS =)
thanks to Deepa Cheichi.

Geeks specs & me don't go well.
Work it babeeee.
Meveen, i told u this pictures' gonna end up on my blog &
i've kept to my word :)
There can never be too many indians :)
The 'Wassup Gang' interrogation.
With my darling cuzz :)

3months& i'l be legal for that!
i'm coming your wayyyy :)

Photographer was just baaaad.


Thursday, December 20, 2007

When our time is up
When our lives are done
Will we say we've had our fun?

Will we make a mark this time?
Will we always say we tried?

15.12 made up for all the screw ups of last thursday&friday.
Sentosa was really fun though not all turned up but the 13 of us still had a rocking time!
and the best way to end of the day was crashing mum&dad's Beaufort Suite :)

Damn i miss 1512.
I hate that feeling when u have this great urge to just rewind time but u know deep down thats utterly impossible.

Basically the day was eventful for ME.
Getting wet & building sandcastles in the rain with my cousins simply brought out the lame&deprived child in us. We played loads & loads of games!Since there were 13 of us it made all the games really FUN.
Especially Bluff & Mafia.

Gosh i was sooooo naive to believe Subra in Bluff!Argghh..i actually thought he was teaching me tactics on how to win and this joker betrayed me!& the irony of it all was that he actually played an HONEST game in BLUFF and WON!?

so yes REVENGE was SWEET in the Mafia Game.
Heh.
and i thought i was a bad liar.Hahaha..
Sooo WRONG.
i surprise myself sometimes.

Not only was the day just full of fun but a few things that someone told me, about me made me think & reflect alot about myself.
Freaky but pretty impressed with the analysis, i felt i was having my mind read though i didnt want to admit. Heh...

Ohh & we saw this boy who almost drowned and THIS HOTTT lifeguard performed CPR on him! My reaction was totally wrong man.

& the pretty fireworks that we caught a glimpse of ended the day perfectly.
Not uploading any pics cause we were all too engrossed with the games so only a handful & a few videos of the DARES. Haha..classic moments.

As for now, im just looking forward to Shishaaa with the BABES!Gahh can't wait:)

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

I SPOKE TOO SOON.

ARGHH!

I hate last minute screw ups.
Damn.


I realise whenever you're excited about anything, something goes wrongs somewhere!!

Nevermind, can't do anything about it now.


Pretty damn bored now, so just got this site counter on my blog simply for my own amusement.


Lie awake in bed at night
and think about your life.
Do you want to be different?

Try to let go of the truth,
Cos this is just a game.


ON.CLOUD.NINE =D


Happiness often sneaks in through a door you didn't know you left open.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

On their wedding anniversary.
29 years & still loving every moment :)
My 61yr old dad has stolen the hearts of several 16yr olds!!and i don't think thats gonna stop :)
With my mum's aunt & sis.

My dad's still our ROMEOOOO!
Happy 61st Birthday once again ACHAA!
& Happy Wedding Anniversary :)
love u.

Sunday, December 09, 2007

I'm not a Man of too many faces
The mask I wear is one

Those who speak know nothing
And find out to their cost
Like those who curse their luck in too many places
And those who fear, are lost..


I've realised that somehow i just can't seem to talk or be myself around some people. It's not that i don't like them, i really can't seem to find the right word to describe it.

I just become TONGUE-TIED.

Perhaps i feel abit overwhelmed with people who just can't shut up. They just go on and on and on. It's like theres no fullstops to their sentences!Blab blab blab blab blab...

Senseless blabber annoys me to the CORE!
More like senseless blabber of THEMSELVES annoys the hell out of me!

but thats not always the reason i guess.

Even with my loved ones, like my cousins and relatives i just zone out easily. Sometimes i'd rather just shut up & listen. I have these moments alot when i really ZONE OUT and become so quiet that ppl start to think i'm angry or upset or depressed.

well, I'M NOT.

Basically, i'm not much of a talker and sadly people often equate that to being quiet.
Which i can't deny at times myself...

I CAN BE EXPRESSIVE if i want to. Thats why i'm pretty much of an ambivert i guess!?!

I think i can ONLY be myself with those whom i'm really really super duper close with. Friends who've known me for a LOOOOONG time. U guys know who you are rites =)

and this tendency of ZONING IN & OUT has become a PROBLEM!!Gahhhh..
maybe thats why i did so badly in SCHOOL..
too much zoning out during lesssons.

Heh..sometimes u just can't help it rite =D




Thursday, December 06, 2007


Bunny time when Kelly came over =)

& yummy apple crumble and hot choc time with Kelly too :)


I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear i'll never give in
I refuse


I was looking back at my old entries & i realise almost a yr back i was grounded!Gosh it's been almost a yr since that happened..kinda pathetic actually.

Anyways, past is past. All left behind. Somethings are best forgotten!
So Decembers gonna be FUNNN..well for me that is!

Practically living for the wkends now =)

Last wkend, went over to Twin's condo to GYMMM with Joycelyn but that NEVER happened.
L.A.Z.Y

but we manage to squeeze in 1/2 hr of badminton!hahs but only we know how that went. We ended up dying our hair BLUEEE!! Ok mine just looked plain freaky so noooo way am i gonna post my picture up. Had to wash it off cos had some relative's dinner to go to!

Imagine going there with blue hair!Maybe i should have and seen the stupefied faces of all the AUNTIES!Gahhh..

Anyways, mum would have gone hysterical.

So had fun at twins place, then went to the playground we used hang out at instead of going for CCAs during secondary sch days..those were the times man..
reminiscence of the past with good old pals brings back the best of memories!..Pool Wading was fun until my slippers got thrown in..
her BLUEEE hair!


Following wkends are all well planned out already.

8th Dec - Gathering at Kelly's Place with the cousins! and my bros & i are gonna cook this time!ahhh just hope its all EDIBLE :)

10th Dec - My Daddy's birthday & wedding anniversary! Plans still bubbling under :)

15th Dec - the ULTIMATE gathering at Sentosa! Gahh can't wait for this one. We've been wanting our beach outing for the LONGEST time & now it's finally happening. This time with the jokers from the deepavali dinner at Priyas' house as well! Can't wait!!

God knows whats gonna happen but all i know that there'l be shishaaa with my india trip roomies! our certain surprise for a certain someone!!u'l know who u are in time to come ;) &photoshoot with twins & the clique!

29th Dec - Jam's 21st birthday party!and Kelly's gonna intro me to SOMEONE!ahh..and bestie Sha might come with her Prem too :)

Ok i just need these constant reminders so one day when i look back when i'm sick & dying or being crushed by nagging teachers & parents i'l know that i HAD some good times too!

Study Hard & Play Hard too :D

and inbetween i need to HIT THE BOOKS! Mums already talking abt tuition!Garghh..!Better get those computing files from Murale and start mugging early! I don't need a repetition of 2007.

Looking back, this year wasn't that wonderful!So i NEED to make 2008 a WHOLE LOT BETTER! and i WILL =)






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