black&gold.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Don't like reality
It's way too clear for me

We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming..

So i got back my results,pretty sure im going to be retained!Im not sayin just bcoz the whole world is saying that but i KNOW FOR SURE i am.I only passed 1 so theres nothing much left to say.

I'l get back my results slip on 9th Nov.

I don't need to wait till then to know if im getting retained! I already know.

I didnt meet promo criteria.
Theres like 1,200 of us in the J1 cohort so my sch is tryin to retain & kick out as many. I just think it's dumb. If they feel that our cohort is so huge then why accept so many of us in the first place?!

Anyway, i've already wallowed in my misery and theres no point thinking abt it over and over again coz it's over and done with. I can't do anything abt it now.

I told my dad. He was definitely disappointed but he said if i have to repeat another yr just go thru with it and now that i've learnt my lesson,i better make the best out of it. Either way, even if by God's grace i get promoted which is highly unlikely i doubt i'l be able to perform well for my A's. Maybe it's a gd thing so i get a better grip on my studies by repeating.

LAST MIN MUGGING NEVER WORKS!
i hope that gets into my head!

i never learn,
but i hope this time i do.